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Okay idk why I decided to come back here after like a million days from my last post but I am so glad I did!

I am laughing at all the old posts done by my FRIENDS. 

They're so cute <3 

I miss them ): 

Amanda

wwwwooooowwwww

AP tests are almost over but i am the loser who didnt take any even though i took the class for it HEHE. i have no confidence of passing them despite my not bad grades in my classes but still the practice tests i took for them showed that i had no potential whatsoever to even get a 3 how wonderful. heck no am i paying like a few hundred just to fail and look super dumb on my college apps (even though i know in my heart mt sac is the place for me -__-).

Election week is coming up too and i really hate how everyone who is running against each other is asking me to help them. i really dont want to choose over anyone and especially get anyone angry at me and ESPECIALLY have the winning person who i did not support give me hell senior year.

Oh yeah prom well. I GUESS IM NOT DESIRABLE GG. so im not going *pouts* but honestly i didnt really have any one in mind to go with *excuses* noo its okay....

i guess its all about homecoming now

I am also very worried about my weight )-: Today some one told me I have a double chin and that freaked me out so now im vowing to excercise as much as i can everyday ;___;

Speaking of goals, I have come up with a super long list of what i want and need to accomplish during the summer so when i come back to school i wont be a chubby gurgly girl anymore (-: for ex...
- i need to lose 10 lbs
- learn how to sew and cook cute stuff
- buy nicer clothes because i only have mannish ones
- take care of my neglected doggy more
- excercise waaay more
- get college apps and summer hw out of the way -__-
- go to europe
and other stuff (-: which i am too embarrassed to list out 

Oh yeah and college. )-: i really REALLY want to go to UCI but my grades arent good enough for it *sad*. IDK... at least my super nice parents are like oh its ok (-: about it... but i feel bad...

uuuh im getting sleepy or either that writing about my life is boring me a little. i think ill go do some chin excercises now (-:

good day  

merry christmas! (:

oh joy its christmas!  

but i have to register for my sats today )':  (kind of late)

oh no break is going by too fast D: how horrible.

again im worried about our rally poster... we need to paint it soon...

aaahh i want to go out so badly to day but its so rainy and none of the shops are opened prolly...

hmm i need to study for my apush exam... ;__; yuck

AH AFTER CHRISTMAS SALES *____* $$$

i have to excercise ;__; im getting a little chubbier since ive been eating so much *___* but everything tastes so good... i had dim sum =D and lots of chocolate... my ass is getting fatter -__-...

well anyways yay merry christmas again new years is coming up =D!

<3 amanda

i wish there was a time stamp for this...

its so gloomy and dark outside ): so very hard to see...

my mom gave me an h mart calander that showed all the little childrens artwork so that made me want to draw too but im so cold i dont want to come out of the covers to paint.

oh yay its almost christmas :D !

im worried about our rally poster though ): its so not close to being finished and i have a feeling lui might blow up when he sees it... i guess well have to work on it next week :O

im so glad its break now (: i just need to start excercising again!! but im too lazy and cold to do so.

ive also been addicted to pokemon again hahaha

<3 amanda

WOW. i havent updated in quite a while have i?

im not going to write too much cuz im kinda lazy....

last week:

- diana's birthday party: fun until i got sick as a booger

- orchestra festival: fun also but we had a terrible performance :( and we ate out afterwards...

this week:

- rally :D: it was quite good :D we didnt win anything but i liked the performances throughout the rally..

i have pictures... but ill upload them later.. im like super lazy right now.

<3 amanda